Something i am good at!
Couple of knockbacks,thats all it takes and i just give up!
Can't help it! My shrink can't help me either!!
I once thought i was bullit proof,but knock after knock,soon wears you down!
I bounce back,just to be put down again!
Some will say, thats life,***** happens and the best one that really gets me is Dont Let The Bastards Grind you Down.!!
I know everybody has problems,but some individuals just cant cope with them like most people can.....
Well, im tired,worn down,just looking for a little piece of happiness where-ever i can find it.I found(DeskBabes)A unique social networking tool.
I've lost my job,my wife,my home,my car and worst of all my Sanity!!!
Of all the things i've lost over the years,I miss my mind the most!!!

I started in the Forum with a few ideas,to get recognised,to get some feedback.I put out lots of friend requests so i could correspond to other members around the world.
I thought this would be good therapy for me.
Yes,you could say that im an attention seeker,thats true,but it's been more of a ***** for help than anything.
But I feel its not working out.
Ive been a little too enthusiastic cos its something new to me and i feel i've made an arse of myself.
I'm embarrassed,i've jumped the gun,said the wrong things and upset a few members along the way,for which i can only appologise...(Not My Intention)

So i would like to say, to the members that have been my friends,thankyou!!
I'm still here for PM's And Chat for those that have done so already and still want to and anyone else that would like to!!!
To those members that have given advice,thankyou!
To those members that have read my posts and left comments and feedback,thankyou!
Last of all,to Totem for having a Unique Product with witch to do this,and ofcourse for providing us with all the Beautiful Babes that perform on our screens,thankyou!
See you all in the afterlife my friends...
But NOT Yet!!!
I will be watching you!!!!
At least i still have my Babes!!!!!
....Petrus Xx ....
Bullshit Whaffle,Whaffle!!!
Totem team and moderators,please let this post ride to see what response it gets.You are a social network and this is a social concern about individuality,sensabillities,personalities,character,ideas and opinions....

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It's tough to try & get so much justification & caring out of an online Forum such as this.Your need is clearly stated but I feel it's not the place to pin your hopes for getting validated.

I know that feeling of wanting to be appreciated but I feel forums like VG are more for expressing, helping, & having fun, with babe oriented topics.
It's perfectly fine to take a hiatus from the forum for awhile & only come in when it's fun or helpful or needful for you.
For me the freedom of the forum in in the RELATIVE anonymity, the shaded truth,the VG persona, the True but not TOTAL True-ness of self.
Be easy on yourself....no one knows your real name, face, or where you live.
Relax & have fun....

C'mon over to VG ....get Zara's "Stunning in Satin" -Natali Blind's-"Coconut Milk" card & have some fun!

Not making light of your feelings....just offering another perspective.

PS--Didge....I LOVE "the Little Lords" endless constant "Huh...Mmmm??"
:)