I haven't seen any logical reason for your posts, buddy.
I get it. We can all get a little pissed off and depressed at times. We can do stupid stuff like quitting jobs and breaking up with our partners or dumping friends for no apparent reason. Been there, done that 😕
You have been a helpful and generous contributor to this forum and will be missed by many if you leave now. You have FRIENDS here, buddy!
But, I don't know what's going on in your world right now and don't expect you to share anything personal.
Take a break if you must but seriously, if you need a friend to talk to in private, PM me. I promise to respect your privacy at all times 😶