Dear readers,

I'm an a-sexual guy; that means that I do not have a sexual drive. You can call me an occasion-gay man. A Dutch saying is that talks don't fill the holes. And I often make jokes about beïng gay instead.

I'm just a virgo by my birth-date. But thats another story that I ain't gonna tell. Lets just say it has to do with one-night-stands and an occasional friend with benefits, or I'll would still 've been a double *****. I just can't say how many women have tried to un-virgan me, and that's just not gonna happen, ever.

But I can fantasise about having a relationship with a woman! You know; having her
around and having sex with her.


I watch I-stripper all the time;
On my park-bench in my garden for instance: there I smoke a cigar, have a drink, and watch I-stripper. Ohw, how awesome it would be to have sex on that bench in my garden.
Then there is when I finish showering and dry off, while playing I-stripper. I even catch myself dancing myself too in front of the washing-machine.
Or with cooking, where I put the phone on the kitchen-counter while preparing a meal. And in the mornings, when I make breakfast in my morning-robe, then I mostly dance along too. I've heard of an appartment, where there was human-fluwids even behind the kitchen-counter.
And then there is the morning waking-up. Where I put my alarm on snooze and jurk off for a while, and watch I-stripper before getting out of bed and taking a shower.
Or just on my coffee-table, where I sit on a *****-sofa having a drink in front of my tv. I've already had sex on that sofa. In fact; I haven't still had sex with a woman on/in my bed. And I can honestly say you can better have sex on a *****-sofa then on your bed.
I also sometimes drink coffee with my upstairs-neighbour too and put my phone on his coffee-table while it's playing I-stripper. I can't have a beer with him anymore because he was agonised when I started to ***** in a ***** state once. 'Nuilen' he calls it in Dutch. And I call it: 'lallen'. I don't think u'r gonna understand that...


The girl I fantasise having -a relationship with/-around/-sex with is, at the moment; Niemira. Would love to have a meet and greet with her! But that's just in my dreams. I can even imagine her saying: "In your dreams, buddy!" and squeesing her legs tight when I gather all my courage and put my hand between her legs.

Ohw, how I would love to have sex with her;
You know; putting my cock on her ass in the shower. Or having sex in the positions secretary and amazon. Beginning with a blow-job! My favorite position is position 69, where I circle my tongue around her pussy, stimulating her clitt, litterairly eating it! Or just a good munch'in, waking her up in the morning! I already told you about the sex we could have on my *****-sofa, in the kitchen, in my bed-room, bathroom or in my garden.

I would love to have her hang'in around in my appartment. Just watch'in tv with her on my sofa.

I would love to take care of her too;
Washing her in the shower, cooking for her, and even making appointments for her and going there along with her. Going (obligated) to party's or family (wich I haven't got) with her as her boy-friend. Letting her go out party'n on her own, probably with her friends.

I simply would love that all! But that's just fantasy. I bett you all have fantasy's too about the strippers!


At the moment I'm sitting in my bed-room, where I have a computer-desk, drinking a fine bordeaux wine. And off course I-stripper is playing in the corner off my screen. While do'in my laundry.

I wish you all have a great time with I-stripper, cause I certainly have!

Dear writer,

I am impressed with your fearless posts and will probably read all of them. I myself, being alone and mostly loving it, will never be so bold. My heart is dead but that never stops me from dreaming of love/lust and sometimes of the models of iStripper.

Also, don't fit in. Just be you whatever that is. Please, just be that. <(^_^)>

Good post, another one that makes me glad that I did not give up this forum completely for Discord. I'm another solitary person and have always tended that way. It's my nature and my nurture. However, despite my extremely low number of sexual experiences, I am definitely heterosexual. I've always desired females, despite having factors in my background (Distant father, dominating mother, and older sister as only sibling) that many would say predispose me to homosexuality.

We can all be thankful for the modern technology that gives us outlets like iStripper, MetArt, and the list goes on. Not many years ago those like us would be getting girlie mags out of the closet and going on from there. There were also the booths at the adult bookstores. One of the last drive in movies in my hometown went to an adult format.

Most recently I've been able to correspond directly with some of the models who have been here and other sites, by way of those site or OnlyFans or Instagram. This had added much more of the human and realistic element. One model in particular is Clarice as she was known here and MetArt.. She has an OnlyFans and Instagram page by another name which she also has on Superbe Models. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers (if that is your practice), as she is in Ukraine. Fortunately she has been reunited with all her family in a place safer than many from what I gather, but nowhere there is completely safe. Sorry if I seem to be getting off the fantasizing track here but when I've been writing her it seems that one moment I'm sharing my reactions to older pics and videos she has posted then I'm talking about looking forward to when all this is over and she will be able to make new material again.

Whew! That was a lot. Happy Weekend to all.

I am definitely heterosexual. I've always desired females, despite having factors in my background (Distant father, dominating mother, and older sister as only sibling) that many would say predispose me to homosexuality.

I just get the impression from reading you that you are trying to convince yourself that you are not gay.

As for what predisposes you to homosexuality, no one knows and I think it's best not to try to figure it all out or make assumptions.

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J'ai juste l'impression en te lisant que tu cherches à te convaincre que tu n'es pas homosexuel.

Quant à savoir ce qui prédispose à l'homosexualité, personne ne sait et je pense que c'est préférable de ne pas chercher à tout comprendre ou à émettre des hypothèses.